Why do I feel so empty? It feels as if nothing's going right. I'm having trouble accepting the fact that I have to say goodbye again. WHy does it have to be now? I've been preparing myself for graduation, and yet time just doesn't give me the right to be happy. I know it's not that hard to accept because I know that the feeling would soon pass, and if I will it, I woudl still be able to see him again; but I don't know why I feel so helpless about being sad for the fact that the time that I would not see him anymore, is reall fast approaching.

There are so many instances that I could spend time with him this year, but I guess they're just too good to be true. I guess I just need to accept that he'd be going away sooner than I had expected. All I hope now is that he's okay; even though he looks fine outside, I know that he still feels sad... I just hoep he's okay. I can never part of his thoughts because his attention is caught by others, all I could actually be there beside him, even if he doesn't see me at all. I guess I've always been like this. It's hard, but I can cope, I chose this.

Annyougnhikaseyo je sarang. Na pogoshipjilgesso..... Annyoung! Niga dashi-manaseoga paraeyo...