I can't convince myself to not look for you everytime you're not around. I don't feel the same way as I did before; I liked you and kept wanting to be the one to love you. Now, I'm fine when you're just around. I'm fine even when I don't get to tell you how I feel; but what bothers me more now is when I don't see you at all in a day. I feel like you're getting bored of my company and I don't want that. I fear that soon you'll lose sight of me as one of those that are special to you. I want you to be by my side always but I can't ask that from you because we have nothing at all to keep us together, or even a reason for me to keep on looking for you when you're not here with me. I'll just keep on walking behind you and follow you for now. When that day comes that you'll leave me behind, I know that I will break; I'll be hurt. Seeing you now is the only thing that keeps me sane at the moment. I wish I could just hold you, not needing to say why. I just want you here... with me.