I'm so over you, but I don't like you to be someone else's hubby. I know it's bad, but right now, all I want to do is let you fall for me, long for me so that I could abandon you abruptly. I guess you hurt me so much that my alters even like to work with me on this. I hate you yet I still want to see you wih me. I despise you yet I long for you to long for me. Right now, I just want you to feel the way I felt before. I want you to love me and feel how it is not to be loved back; but unfortunately, you have your fall backs. You have your other girls; I guess I am more like your past love the more I think about it. Now I know what she felt. She loved you so much, but you didn't see that love in her, instead, what you saw was that she'd been inflicting you pain, and betrayal. You just didn't get the point. She did that so that she'd feel something from you; she did that in the hope that you'd sho her what you really felt and not just feel your anger. She saw how you were with other girls and she just wanted to have you all to herself, but she couldn't do that because you have your own life, nd she couldn't tell you what to do. Now she tries to get over you, but she couldn't do that completely because she still loves you, but at the moment she knows that you'll just bring her down, so she keeps away from you yet loving you from far away. I know because this is what I feel right now; but you can't see that.