Is not really meant to be? Or am I just thinking that it couldn't be? How could dreams be so far away when you could just see them right in front of your eyes? Does the fast pace of time have anything to do with it? Am I to discourage myself of such endeavor just because it seems so impossible at this time? Or is it so wrong to dream and want to live that dream someday. It's so hard to say because my dream is a dream of common people and people around me may not understand or agree at all with my plans in life. I like to do a lot and yet do not have much assurance of such tasks and these hinders me from living my life the way I want to. The biggest problem is, however, is not really just knowing if I could live the dream I want when it comes to me. How would I be able to continue with that dream if I don't even have the money to support myself? How would I be able to go on if even the culture I am striving to know wouldn't be able to accept me for the job just because I am not one of them? ( Hanguk yeobaeu i-neun-ga wihayeo kkumgguneungageoseun ireokeh nabbeun-ga? )

Do you know this girl? Well I do, not many know her, but from where she comes from, she's very well-known. It's not the fame or the fortune that I'm after, it's the dream. the dream that someday, I would be there... I would be able to stand up and say to myself, " Jin-Hwa! Kaja!" or being able to see myself as EVO. It's crazy dream, but why not? I love this dream, and I'd love that job. and I'd really feel at home, even if I'm really not. Is it really that ambitious? Anyway, I'll get to that plan soon enough, right now, I just have to do my best with what I could do at the moment.

P.S. A gift to the girls, here's a cure for an eyesore. cute noh?